The absurd pleasure that those who abuse their bodies feel when they bleed is a shocking example of how the anti-conscience manages to generate false impressions, feelings, and beliefs that have self-destructive implications and become strange addictions.
We like what is bad for us because we are easily misled by absurd thoughts and false feelings sent by our anti-conscience to our conscience. A mentally healthy person would never feel any pleasure by harming themselves.
However, a mentally ill individual controlled by their anti-conscience feels pleasure with terror because his/her conscience is dominated by the satanic characteristics of their wild conscience. A simulated suicide attempt is pure terror, but those who abuse their bodies give different definitions to their absurd tendency.
They don’t believe that it is something terrible that makes them live in terror. They believe that it is a way to find relief, even though they know that it is an absurd relief that is killing them. They want to stop doing it at a certain point, but they are unable to stop.
They become addicted to this strange masochistic pleasure when they hurt themselves and